Lost

I always wanted to be busy at work so that time "crawls" faster. I always wanted to take up more responsibilities and learn new things. Now my wish has came true.. I'm taking more tasks and learning new things from time to time... but... I realized, I have no one to actually seek for decent advice & direction.

All I can do is to think myself and ask for opinions from colleagues.. Sometimes, I just feel so tired and lost. I'm confused, I belong to which department? Learning from mistakes is not necessary a bad thing, however, it is not a healthy way and unfair to myself & my co-workers.

I just feel I'm alone, all by myself...