Broken bond

I never knew our friendship is that weak and utterly worthless to you.
Until today, at this moment, I still can remember clearly every single word you had told me on that day..
Something astonishing, enormous and cuts like a knife deep into my heart..

My fingers were shivering and tears rolling down my cheek, I couldn't control my emotion anymore.. I ran to the washroom, shut the door and burst into tears, yes.. I was very upset..

I never blamed you on anything, I was just disappointed. If your decision could bring you happiness, I sincerely wish you all the best.. =)

*I wish I will not have the same dream again & again every night..*

Zombie

Happy birthday to taikor Jezz !!
What a great celebration cum gathering on last Saturday though it was a "bit" tiring. Why would I say a bit ? Neh, nothing much.. we just stayed until next morning~ hehe.

Had a nice and amusing dinner at Modern Evolution. Nice milieu which makes you think of "steamboat & bbq-ing beef" scene you'd seen in Korean drama. The show continues when we decided to "sing k" (of course, I am just an ardent fans - sitting there and "enjoy" superstars "competing").. hehe.

Unfortunately, Mr. Chow came and looked for me, I started to doze-off from 12mn until 3am+ ...
Anyway, thanks to Mr. K for accompanying me until 6.30am - broad bus from JB and head back to SG.. Gosh, I was really like a dead-walking zombie, I can just sleep at anywhere, anytime if I close my eyes...

Anyway, I'd really enjoyed myself.

Written on 25/08/08.
Posted on 26/08/08.

Be brave

Knowing you for 9 years yet I never knew what's on your mind.
From an innocent girl and now, you are someone's wife and a mother of one... time really flies and many thing has changed - which is unexpected and unexplainable.

At this moment, I know you are going through a very tough stage in life, so wanted to help you and it's saddening & heartbreaking to see you suffering by yourself. You know we will always be there for you and please forget the past and be brave to face the future.

You can live better without "him"... =)

珍惜

我常常在想。。。人离开了这世界会到哪个地方去？上天堂或下地狱？还有第三选择吗？
亲人或朋友离开了是今生的结束还是下一世的开始？我们还有可能遇上吗？
当人不在了，我们只能靠记忆寻找过往的点点滴滴。。久而久之当这些回忆变模糊了我们会开始怀疑他们真的出现过吗？

Cherish the people you love... =)

Thank you

I never like to drink plain water. I can survive by just drinkng few drops of water for couple of days or even a week. Hmm.. maybe I should consider to take part in "Survivor".. hehe.

Yet, you like to keep reminding me to drink water everyday. I know you always concern about me and I really appreciate that a lot.. =)

Thank you for loving me.

恭喜

昨晚听我妹讲“他”做爸爸了。很惊讶也觉 得很奇怪，很难想象。。
无论怎样我还是替“他”高兴。。

如果有天遇见。。 我应问句 “ 你好吗？”还是说声 “恭喜你。。”
怎样都好。。希望你幸福快乐。。=)

Anxiety

I'm tired of thinking ideas for my company's new website... Feedback is important, yet.. too much of it will make you go insane!

I'm stucked in between.. I even dreamt of it in the night. Could somebody please help me? Help me~~~ *cry out loud*

Hair

I tried to keep my hair as long as I can... cuz I always think female in long hair looks more feminine and most importantly I look sucks in short hair, yet...... I chopped off my locks in last month!!

I took a period to think and pluck up the guts to cut it off! Finally~~~ Yay~~~~Shinei-sama looks sucks again! Haha =P

Well.. hmm... many people asked me why I cut it off cuz my hair is really long.. almost waist length and now not even shoulder length! I'm bored of waiting my hair to dry every night and now, I don't even need 20 minutes!

I guess, I will stay in short hair for a period. Wanna see my suckie look in short hair? Show y'all next time :P

080808

What an auspicious date !! Guess I've "accidentally chosen" the right date to start blogging again since I'd stopped for... 7months?

I shall try my luck and buy TOTO tonight - next jackpot is $8,000,000 !! *drooling*
yummy~~~~:D~

人有梦想，是伟大的。。=P