Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Confused

I'm so confused right now! My mind is mixed up between friendship and love affair...

When Samantha's superior saw her resume on her pc, she directly confess to her. Eventhough Samantha was trying to deny by saying she's not looking for a job and nothing is going on, she doesn't need to speculate. I agreed with her superior when she says "Silly you, I can't pretend not knowing and wait until everything is firmed then only ask, by then it will be too late."

Yes, I can't wait until everything is "rigid" then only voice out. At that point of time, I am just asking for reason "why" but not solution "how". Everything will be too late to find out, to identify with, to resolve - it's over.

Think wise.





Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Alone

It's been a while since my last blog - busy, lazy and no mood.

Drastic changed in my company in this year after I've been working at here for more than 6 years! Colleagues left 1 by 1, especially the close ones! I don't hear laughters anymore in the office compared to years back when I really enjoyed working with them... Now, it's all about work, work and work. So monotonous, so lonely and so demoralised.

Should I stay or leave...? =/

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Pressurized 2

Many of my friends said working in Singapore is very stressful.

In the past, I never really felt so or I supposed I did but just a minor 1.. Nevertheless, it's a big difference now compared to the past.

I used to tell my friend "No pain no gain", and now thinking back.. I doubt I know the true meaning behind it at that point of time, haha..

Pressurized

Recently busy with lotsa works, many things need to think, ask, follow-up and decide.

Am handling a coming food fair, it's a good to experience the whole process but bearing the responsibilities and pressure is really unbrearable! Think of it while eating, think of it during working hours and after working hours, think of it during my leisure time, and even dream of it while sleeping.. I barely have good night rest in the night in previous weeks.

Throughout the process, I appreciate for colleagues' who has been giving me a helping hand, opinion, encourage and of course, I faced uncooperative and nasty colleagues.. thanks to them, now that I know who is worth to appreciate and who should be treaten with half-hearted!

All in all, I need to thank DD for giving me full support, valuable advice & time from the very beginning till now.. Thank you!

God bless me that the event will be successful!!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Don't be a noob :P

I have no idea how it feels but I guess it must be hurting like hell when someone you loved doesn't know how much you loved him/her. When we tend to do something for someone, we don't look for 'payback' but we hope she/he could understand and feel it. How about if someone couldn't feel it yet suspecting it and asking you to give up after you have been trying so hard all this time?

When someone is telling you that he/she has never gave up on you, trying his/her very best to become someone you want with tears in his/her eyes, will your heart melt? How can you resist someone so adorable like this?

Don't be a noob, k! :P
Rush over and give him/her a warm hug and thank him/her for loving you!

Colleagues

Colleagues come and go & some good colleagues are just hard to say goodbye. No matter what, we still hope all the best for them in future undertaking...

Eventhough we are no longer working under a same company but good colleagues are worth to keep in touch and become friends to hang out with.

I hate colleagues who like to sow discord and wonder why can't we be sincere to each other?

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Thigh

It's been almost a month not updating my blog, was busy with looking new jobs, busy with event/s which just over and another 1 is coming up soon.

For certain reason, I have stopped dieting for months and now, day after day I feel my thigh is getting fatter and fatter, ARGH. I don't dare to step on my weighing scale anymore!!! I scared I will faint when I see the "unexpected" number with my own eyes! I am kind of scared of the feeling getting heavier, pants/skirts getting tighter and the fats piling up in my body, espc my legs!!

Start from tomorrow onwards, I have to go back to dietingggggggggggggg, NO MATTER WHAT!!!!