iPhone

Woo hoo~ my mobile contract is gonna be expired soon and it's time to renew and get my @#$%&* iPhone!!! Yippieeeeeeeee Can't wait for iPhone 5 so I'll go for 4 instead!!! Yippie~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >:D

Airborne

Indeed, I start to hate Sundays! I couldn't fall asleep in the night when my mind has automatically start thinking about works. I start to twist and turn, keep changing sleeping positions, adjusting the pillows, the blanket is so thick and hot under the fan, some "commotion" and I can stay awake for couple of hours till almost time to wake up - 6am! Yesterday was 1 of the worst Mondays I've ever had! I slept at 10pm and woke up at 12am.. insomnia till 3am+, almost fell asleep but got waken up again... keep trying to sleep till 5am++, rested for a while till 6am and prepare going to work! I was like soaring in the air instead of walking on the ground. I thought I was going to die, like my energy has been sucked out.. a body without a soul. I went to bed before 10pm yesterday and.... ta da!!!!!!!! I'm fully charged today! HuHuHu~~~ BUT GONNA BE DRAINED SOON BY WORKS!!! #@$%&*+

Reappearance

Wow! Didn't realize I have neglected my blogspot for so long, 6 months+! Hmm.. what are the things that I'm looking forward to in 2011? Think of it, nothing much actually. Trips coming up in 1st half and 2nd half, Jolin's concert in May.. oh yeah, he biggest thing can think of now is my sister's wedding in Nov!!! Happy for her and hope could give her a hand in whatever possible as long as it's within my capabilities. But 1 thing I certainly not interested into - my job! SUCKSSSSSSS big time!!! Everyday, I feel pressurize and even weekend I still think of my work - how bad I've done, what are the mistakes I shldn't have done and start thinking how to plan for ordering/ controlling stocks, minimize out-of-stock situation and how bring up the sales to meet our commitment for this year! Out of these, the suck-iest part is, my increment is only $75, WTF!!! Sometimes I will think for the reasons why do I have to think so hard and make my life so tiring/ miserable and upset over mistakes and gossips when my increment is so fcuking little! Worth it??!

Getting Married!

I feel it's so unreal that my sister is getting married! Maybe we have been knowing each other for 30 years (since the year she was born), I can't picture that my little sister now is getting hitched with someone and she has really grown up! Grown up as in having more and new responsibilities and change in the way of thinking and solving issues.

Anyway, I'm happy for her and wish her all the best! :D

Fcuk up (case 4)

Hate it so much when you are just claiming and taking your own money and someone has to show you her bitchy face! It is not like I'm taking the money from her pocket, I am just taking money which every employee is entitled for!

Show your professionalism and make people respect you as a manager! BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Betrayal

Once, he told me this.. "I will not betray my current relationship before starting a new one...". At that point of time, I took it for real, I trusted him... I thot he was kind enough not to hurt the woman he loved by loving her whole heartly and not having an affair with another woman. Belief and reality is two different thing, belief is just an assumption, it does not hurt. Reality teaches you what is cruelty and you get "burnt" at the same time as a token for "digging" the truth which was meant to be hidden.

For the unlucky ones, one time experience is enough to last you for the rest of your life. It happened to me before, I am so afraid of the heartbroken feel, the insecure feeling, doubt and worries of being betray again...

I just couldn't take it anymore...

Transition

Everything will be different from July onwards. New department, new superior, new jobscope, new challenges and new expectation.

I am not sure will I be able to adapt this "revolution" but I bet it would be an exciting one. I am muddle up between taking up new changes and pursue new jobs in other companies.

I have mentioned many times before, eventhough I am holding an executive title yet my jobflow is more to doing junior stuff. I had 2 busy superiors whom are "too busy" to teach me new stuff and thus there's no room of improvement and everything is stagnant and monotonous.

Now, I will be learning new stuff, doing new scope, everything will be new. I will have chance to brush up management skill in a proper way which I think is good for me in long run...

Make up your mind!#@$^%*&